Like really I don’t know what I was thinking when I thought I was interested in him. I think I’m just really lonely and I was not in the right state of mind. There is nothing there that could help establish a working relationship, at least not one lasting more than a week or two. Whatever. Soon enough I’ll be back in Long Beach and I’ll go hang out with Sebastian, smoke some of his new weed he texted me about that he wants to share with me so badly, and hopefully have some fun naked high times. Maybe go out on his boat with him one day again. Go for runs with him. Hang out with Katherine when she’s at the condo. Continue looking for a job. And just have a nice summer by the beach. Hopefully I can get Sarah Bird down there eventually too. 

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One of my biggest fears in life is finding the perfect guy, falling for him, and then finding out that he has an ugly penis :(((

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Sarah Bird and I went to the beach today, and we made a rabbit as you can see in the bottom picture. Admit it’s fucking cute goddamnit I love that thing. Yeah. 

OH, and look at her cleavage I mean damn gurl.

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Hey guys so I climbed this mountain yesterday. This is just a picture of it from a distance on wikipedia, but yeah I was up there at the tippy top. It was pretty awesome but now I feel like death and like I’m going to throw up and I think I might have food poisoning? idk.

Hey guys so I climbed this mountain yesterday. This is just a picture of it from a distance on wikipedia, but yeah I was up there at the tippy top. It was pretty awesome but now I feel like death and like I’m going to throw up and I think I might have food poisoning? idk.

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late night emotions

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So when I was little I had this stuffed animal Simba that I would take with me everywhere. I even took it camping once. But now no one in my family knows where it went, and we joked around before about finding a replacement, but could never find just a regular stuffed animal Simba. They all sang or had some random thing attached to it or were made of weird materials. I didn’t really mind though, since you know I am almost 20 and have no need for stuffed animals.
But today I was standing in the kitchen washing the dishes and my mom walked in with this and gave it to me and I’m just so happy.

So when I was little I had this stuffed animal Simba that I would take with me everywhere. I even took it camping once. But now no one in my family knows where it went, and we joked around before about finding a replacement, but could never find just a regular stuffed animal Simba. They all sang or had some random thing attached to it or were made of weird materials. I didn’t really mind though, since you know I am almost 20 and have no need for stuffed animals.

But today I was standing in the kitchen washing the dishes and my mom walked in with this and gave it to me and I’m just so happy.

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Because no one would have asked me any anyway.

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this weekend has been pretty great even though i had to say goodbye to a lot of people. now it’s summer and save for a few little annoyances i am feeling absolutely great and ready to have a good time. there are still so many things i’m excited about. ugh, yay.

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"Many of the dresses had very long flowing trains that were very close to tripping up the models, some of which clearly needed some more practice walking or an afternoon nap with the skill and attitude they were exuding."

In which I drag the models in my school’s fashion show, save for a few like the girl I got to interview. She was great. This is for my final story in my journalism class, I’m writing it on the Campus Couture fashion show.

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So this was my final in my Fashion and Merchandising 155 Intro to the Fashion Industry class. We didn’t have a test, we had a group assignment on the day we were supposed to have a final exam (today). We got into groups and were sent to walk around campus looking for something inspirational. We were supposed to take a picture of it and send it back to the professor, then when everyone was back in the classroom each group got up and presented their picture while explaining the image and how it inspired a completely made up concept for a store or clothing line or product line. We had to come up with the target customer, price points, and what differentiated our brand/line/product from the competition pretty much within 5 to 10 minutes.It was actually pretty fun. It was obviously really simple, but yeah. We decided to take a picture of this girl’s outfit and say it was going to inspire an organic cosmetic line that reflected the outfit’s colors. It has a very neutral base color and there are very bright pops of color on the scarf, so we wanted the cosmetic line to just be a lot of neutral base colors for the face with a lot of very pigmented bright colors for the eyeshadow. We called it Bright Eyes. Basically, that was it.

So this was my final in my Fashion and Merchandising 155 Intro to the Fashion Industry class. We didn’t have a test, we had a group assignment on the day we were supposed to have a final exam (today). We got into groups and were sent to walk around campus looking for something inspirational. We were supposed to take a picture of it and send it back to the professor, then when everyone was back in the classroom each group got up and presented their picture while explaining the image and how it inspired a completely made up concept for a store or clothing line or product line. We had to come up with the target customer, price points, and what differentiated our brand/line/product from the competition pretty much within 5 to 10 minutes.
It was actually pretty fun. It was obviously really simple, but yeah. We decided to take a picture of this girl’s outfit and say it was going to inspire an organic cosmetic line that reflected the outfit’s colors. It has a very neutral base color and there are very bright pops of color on the scarf, so we wanted the cosmetic line to just be a lot of neutral base colors for the face with a lot of very pigmented bright colors for the eyeshadow. We called it Bright Eyes. Basically, that was it.

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Do 5 page paper the night before it’s due. Do powerpoint project in which I have to design my own store, what it sells, and the floor layout the same night/morning before. (both while high off my ass)

Get A’s on both. 

I don’t think I’ll want to ever do it again, but I am just so happy and proud of myself right now just ugh yay. 

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she read my fb status about gay marriage and ahh this is what she said:

Don’t get mad or hurt…

People have the right to have their different beliefs and opinions…that I agree with.

But why is it that I am slammed by people who have beliefs or opinions that contradict mine.

I have never said f*** y** to someone because they do not agree with my faith or the God I believe in.

There are certain things that as someone who does believe in God I believe are right…

so why is it okay to say these types of things to me because my beliefs disagree with someone elses?

You choose not to think the way I do yet I do not curse you, so why is it ok for you to curse me because I do not change my way of thinking?

I love you…

So this is what I said back:

Don’t worry, I’m not mad or hurt. 

How I feel is actually all in a letter I put in your mother’s day card and all sealed away and don’t worry it’s nothing bad, because I do understand that you have different beliefs, and I accept that and still love you and know you still love me :)

I’m not asking everyone to think the way I think and for everyone to have my way of thinking. I know I could have worded what I said a bit differently now, but what I mean is that no matter what someone’s private belief, they should not impress their own upon others and call it law. Not everyone shares the same belief, so why make one belief the law in this case, especially when it is concerning something that does not even have to include religion in the act, it could just be a government sanctioned act. I am aware that some people would disagree and be upset if gay marriage were to be made legal, but there’s a difference when a law upsets you but really does not affect you or set any limitations upon you, and when a law upsets you and at the same time takes away some of your rights and affects you deeply. 

No matter if you believe that men should not marry men in the eye of God or in a church, that should not stop them from having their love recognized by the state so that they may be equal to others in the eye of the law. To say they may not be married to each other, but may have something of a lesser value (no matter how little of a difference), it makes them a second class citizen. I’m not saying all religions should recognize gay marriage and accept it with open arms, I am aware that they have their own beliefs and I do not want to force them to bend to my ways. But when it comes to the government, which is supposed to be separate from the church, I do wish that men and women of the lgbt community receive the same rights as their heterosexual counterparts. As to a religious ceremony for them, that’s up to the churches and I would not support the government forcing churches to sanction lgbt weddings because that would not be any better than the government telling the lgbt community that they cannot wed. Those are my feelings, and I do admit I could have written my Facebook status a little better, but yeah. 

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