I shaved today, and I finally discovered why I should not give myself a moustache. It makes me look like a fucking creep. 

I miss Long Beach and a few select people. 
I miss the magazine. 
I miss swimming.

Also that blanket is amazing I’m pretty tempted to sneakily take it to Long Beach when I head back.

Actually too tired to focus on any work so I’m just stuck in the reading room alone until my mom is done with lunch. Then I’ll call her and tell her about my final project and hopefully she’ll be alright with me interviewing her for a part of it cause I would be asking her about the time she took care of her mother who was on her death bed for months before passing away from breast cancer. 

I want to ask her how she felt about the parental-role reversal as well as the fact that her brothers barely did anything to help while she drove 3 hours to and from LA multiple times a week for months to help take care of her mother on top of working full time 12 hour shifts at a nuclear power-plant. 

I wonder if she’ll be bitter about it when I talk to her. I feel like I would be. 

I was sick for a couple days but I feel like it’s starting to let up so here is a picture of my progress I looked like I was ready to keel over last night and this morning so yay improvement. 

We did a thing in my photojournalism class and here’s my face.

In other, more light-hearted news, here are some old photos of me trying on hats in an antique mall. 

strawberry lemonade, music, and homework on the balcony on a sunny day with a bowl on the side and suddenly there are no problems.

Also, I got a haircut today. I don’t understand why some people prefer my hair longer because I like it this length soo much more. I feel frumpy when it’s longer. 

For those of you that don’t follow me on twitter.
Sometimes I like to think I can be funny. These are the ones I’m most recently proud of. 

The woman’s face behind us kills me.

wow so i cry at the end because i tried to end it dramatically but i missed the button to stop recording so i just look like an idiot and hey that’s like my entire existence so here you go it’s a video of me with FAME

it really does smell good.

Going to the OC Fair so bye